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Your Life's Not Yours

from Struggle by mulmeyun

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Over a thousand hills she stood
And none seemed greater than her
With eyes arctic cold
Her gaze, burned us all...
As she became my will to live
All ahead me was gloom...

When night came anew
My dreams she drew
Her darkly hue
Was my doom!

Would you bother to hear me?
Even though, I've got nothing to say
I want you, to be near me...
You can act, as if I wasn't there...

Your coldness I greet
As your body I feel
Your lips so sweet
All mine to please!

But wherever she walked
Demise would follow through
Soon a plan was devised
They'd kill her at noon
All the love we had made
Well I would fall too
By the hate they had wrought

Exhale the pain away...
My home is your home
You are not alone...
I'll be gone, not, in vain
This cry, you must, restrain

Having left her soul
I've been screaming, for too long...
A sad face replies
I can only do this much

For she knew her death was close
For she knew I'd grieve my loss
For she knew that all was lost

For the sun brings no warmth
To this frozen dying land
Give yourself to God
You alone have no chance

But if I were to live
If I indeed believe
Maybe something would come
Perhaps I won't be undone...

But woe is me
I cannot see
Please darkness, let me be!

From a lone heart
Come forth this words
Hideous thoughts sown by you!

Love of my life
Where have you gone?
Now I miss you far too much!

Lord, all my life
I've prayed to you
Oh why have you been gone?

How little they care for me...
How little they're moved by my pain...
So lonely it falls this rain...
So heavy they fell my tears...

Your life's not yours to live on your own
Your life's not yours to suffer alone
Your life's not yours to live on your own
Your life's not yours to suffer alone

Your life's not yours to live on your own
Your life's not yours to suffer alone
Your life's not yours to live on your own
Your life's not yours to suffer alone

Your life's not yours to live on your own!
Your life's not yours to suffer alone!
Your life's not yours to live on your own!
Your life's not yours to suffer alone!

Your life is to suffer!
Your life is to suffer!
Your life is to suffer!
To suffer your lies!

Vainly grasp into blackness
Still search for your doll face
From when the snow melts, to when it falls again

Daily covet your lightness
Can't live with this heartbreak
For my self is pure sadness, without your song!

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from Struggle, released April 28, 2020

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Mulmeyun is a project that seeks an answer to the hopelessness of the modern era. Against the absurdity and nihilism that rots the very basis of today's culture, it recognizes suffering and sacrifice as necessary for a brighter future, thus it wishes your tears be plentiful so as to water your spirit and destruction be at your wake so as you hate no one.

Godspeed.
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